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I think I'm in love. And not in the way I'm usually interested in guys (which is, sadly, only when they're interested in me to begin with) but in the "edrfgthjk omg he replied"-way when I log into BDB and sees that he's written. This guy asked for my MSN too and of course I gave it to him. And we've been talking alot and he's nice and...
wsedrftgyhujikol. Damn.
It's a feeling in the gut when I talk to him. I think it might be the feeling Hiroki feels when he's with Ryo, or the way Shota smiles aroundTatsuyoshi Tadayoshi.
This is so creepy. I haven't felt like this before. But I can talk to him in my way and he accepts it - which can be both very emotional or very flaily. Just like this LJ. And he accepts me for who I am and says that he likes the person I am.
And he APPRECIATES MY HONESTY. Holy cow. Most people can't handle me if they don't like me being honest - but take notice, I'm only honest in this way to my friends. Of course I'm sweet and I deeply care for all of you, but I think that honesty is such a major part in friendship etc. that I maybe go too far sometimes on the verge of being rude. Apologizes for that.
But this guy is... I don't know. He's the same himself and maybe he isn't the prettiest Ryo-like guy around and maybe he isn't the smart-ass Shige in school but...
Holy damn. I don't know what this is.
If I would say he's alike someone, he's a combination of Tada and Baru. IDK.
But I like him. Alot.
I can't say for sure if it's love or friendship yet, but... give me a week, and I'll have it figured out.
Other than that, I can't say anything else than that I've met a person I dislike today. Well, I guess she's a nice person with an extraordinary personality, no doubt that she might be one like that, but... SHE MADE ME REALIZE THAT I'M HONEST. I'm no elitist, I'm not rude, I'm not a bitch. I'm just plain honest. She, on the other hand, was all `w/e w/e w/e idiot´ all the time to me. Do I really seem to be THAT stupid?
Darn. I thought I had it covered pretty well. :|
... Whatever.
*end of life rant*
~*~
Onto shiny blingbling now...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
22 Y/O AS WE SPEAK.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BB, YOU HAVE NO IDEA. WE ALL LOVE YOU. HAPPY 22ND BIRTHDAY, LOVE, I WISH THAT YOU GOT MANY B-DAY PRESENTS FROM RYO AND ALL NEWS- AND K8-MEMBERS. WE'LL ALWAYS WAIT FOR YOU AND NOTTI.
LIVE A HAPPY LIFE LIKE YOU DESERVE. CRY WHEN YOU FEEL LIKE IT, LAUGH WHEN YOU FEEL LIKE IT,DRINK WHEN YOU FEEL LIKE IT AND DO THINGS WHEN YOU FEEL LIKE IT. NO NEED FOR RESTRAINMENTS.
AND THIS FANVID MADE ME CRY. SO MUCH ADORKABLE AND... UCHI HIROKI. I COULD PROBABLY WRITE AN 10 000 WORD LONG ESSAY ON WHY I LOVE YOU SO MUCH THAT I DO AND WHY I ADMIRE YOU FOR BEING YOU AND ALL THAT STUFF, BUT IT'S 4AM BABE AND I CAN'T STAY UP UNTIL IT'S TIME FOR SCHOOL AND WRITE ABOUT YOU ALTHOUGH I WANT TO. BECAUSE I ADMIRE YOU SO MUCH FOR BEING THE SWEET YET TRUTH-SPEAKING PERSON YOU ARE, AND BEING TRUE TO YOUR FEELINGS. ONE DAY I WANT TO BECOME A LITTLE BETTER, AND A LITTLE STEP CLOSER TO BECOME LIKE YOU. YOU'RE THE ROLE MODEL FOR ME AND I CRY, LAUGH AND SCREAM BECAUSE OF YOU. THIS IS A THING THAT WON'T STOP BECAUSE IT GOES DEEPER THAN FANGIRLING - YOU'RE IN MY EVERY DAY LIFE. SO, HAPPYBATHBIRTHDAY. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.
This was all from Nia, over and out ♥
wsedrftgyhujikol. Damn.
It's a feeling in the gut when I talk to him. I think it might be the feeling Hiroki feels when he's with Ryo, or the way Shota smiles around
This is so creepy. I haven't felt like this before. But I can talk to him in my way and he accepts it - which can be both very emotional or very flaily. Just like this LJ. And he accepts me for who I am and says that he likes the person I am.
And he APPRECIATES MY HONESTY. Holy cow. Most people can't handle me if they don't like me being honest - but take notice, I'm only honest in this way to my friends. Of course I'm sweet and I deeply care for all of you, but I think that honesty is such a major part in friendship etc. that I maybe go too far sometimes on the verge of being rude. Apologizes for that.
But this guy is... I don't know. He's the same himself and maybe he isn't the prettiest Ryo-like guy around and maybe he isn't the smart-ass Shige in school but...
Holy damn. I don't know what this is.
If I would say he's alike someone, he's a combination of Tada and Baru. IDK.
But I like him. Alot.
I can't say for sure if it's love or friendship yet, but... give me a week, and I'll have it figured out.
Other than that, I can't say anything else than that I've met a person I dislike today. Well, I guess she's a nice person with an extraordinary personality, no doubt that she might be one like that, but... SHE MADE ME REALIZE THAT I'M HONEST. I'm no elitist, I'm not rude, I'm not a bitch. I'm just plain honest. She, on the other hand, was all `w/e w/e w/e idiot´ all the time to me. Do I really seem to be THAT stupid?
... Whatever.
*end of life rant*
Onto shiny blingbling now...
22 Y/O AS WE SPEAK.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BB, YOU HAVE NO IDEA. WE ALL LOVE YOU. HAPPY 22ND BIRTHDAY, LOVE, I WISH THAT YOU GOT MANY B-DAY PRESENTS FROM RYO AND ALL NEWS- AND K8-MEMBERS. WE'LL ALWAYS WAIT FOR YOU AND NOTTI.
LIVE A HAPPY LIFE LIKE YOU DESERVE. CRY WHEN YOU FEEL LIKE IT, LAUGH WHEN YOU FEEL LIKE IT,
AND THIS FANVID MADE ME CRY. SO MUCH ADORKABLE AND... UCHI HIROKI. I COULD PROBABLY WRITE AN 10 000 WORD LONG ESSAY ON WHY I LOVE YOU SO MUCH THAT I DO AND WHY I ADMIRE YOU FOR BEING YOU AND ALL THAT STUFF, BUT IT'S 4AM BABE AND I CAN'T STAY UP UNTIL IT'S TIME FOR SCHOOL AND WRITE ABOUT YOU ALTHOUGH I WANT TO. BECAUSE I ADMIRE YOU SO MUCH FOR BEING THE SWEET YET TRUTH-SPEAKING PERSON YOU ARE, AND BEING TRUE TO YOUR FEELINGS. ONE DAY I WANT TO BECOME A LITTLE BETTER, AND A LITTLE STEP CLOSER TO BECOME LIKE YOU. YOU'RE THE ROLE MODEL FOR ME AND I CRY, LAUGH AND SCREAM BECAUSE OF YOU. THIS IS A THING THAT WON'T STOP BECAUSE IT GOES DEEPER THAN FANGIRLING - YOU'RE IN MY EVERY DAY LIFE. SO, HAPPY
This was all from Nia, over and out ♥
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